My name is Ashley. I'm 18. I post what I like and what I hate and how I feel and how I don't feel. This is where I express myself. It's like my diary..except I'm allowing you to see it. I'm showing you how I really feel, showing you the thoughts I normally wouldn't express.

Everything would end so quickly. So easily. There wouldn’t be a chance for second thoughts. There wouldn’t be time to be caught. As often as I’m alone, no one would know until hours later. All of this pain and sadness would be gone. I’d finally be free.. God, all I want is to die. I just want to…
Tomorrow night is my high school graduation, and I can hardly believe it. It’s crazy how fast time has flown by. It seems like just yesterday, I was a little girl playing outside, running down the street barefoot, playing hide n seek.. It’s been a rough four years, I’ve met some really great people and some really shitty people. I met my amazing boyfriend my senior year, and I’m so ready to start our lives together. I have a fulltime job, and the best friends I could ever ask for. Real world, here I come!
@1 week agoIt’s so weird being out of school. Last night Marlon wanted me to come stay the night, and it was already midnight. In my head I thought, “Maybe I shouldn’t go because we have school tomorrow, it’s already late.” then I was like waaaait, I don’t have school! All I’m going to be doing is working. I think it will really hit me in August when everybody is enrolling because school is right around the corner, and I don’t have to enroll. It’s been a busy week, and I still have so many things to do. Tuesday night, I went to Marlon’s house and stayed the night. We watched movies and fell asleep pretty early. Wednesday morning, we had graduation practice, and after that I went with Marlon to get his haircut. After that I went home and got ready for graduation. I got to his house at 5, we left at 5:30 to go to the school. Got to Century II at 6. Graduation flew by, and after that we went to IHOP. After that Marlon and I went back to his house, and crashed. The next morning, we went and looked at apartments, picked up our diplomas, went to Yadi’s graduation, then to Buffalo Wild Wings. After that, I got home around 9. At 11:45, Marlon told me to come over and stay the night again. <3 I really, really love him. He’s the most amazing guy I’ve ever known, and I hope I get to be the lucky girl that he loves forever :)
@1 week ago with 1 noteTHOR: We’re not finished yet.
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It really sucks that I tell you everything, and you won’t open up to me at all. But I guess from now on, I’ll keep everything to myself just like you do.
@3 weeks ago